I know very well why I'm feeling hurt. I go out a lot and I have actually never saw them together until last Saturday, and this is when reality hit hard. I can't explain but it felt for me that this situation was surreal, and that I'd wake up from this nightmare and that he'd come back. But seeing them together is really real and it's over. Also I couldn't got back to my family this Xmas and I'll be spending it alone with my kids, while I guess when I told him he couldn't see them on Xmas eve and Xmas day, and as he is leaving with her, he'll be spending those two days with someone he loves.
Life really su*+a at the moment for me! I'm not perfect, nor him but I thought that once the house was done we could spend more time together and I was waiting for that moment. Now I'm wondering if him pushing for the work to be done wasn't only to get rid of me and start his new life.
Do WH really come back to his wife? Why is he not filing if lives with her? He has clearly made his choice! Can anyone put my mind at rest!
