Epic DB fail last night...too attached. In the face of his lie and possible A, I found it hard to be upbeat and positive.

I was on LRT plan and it seemed to be working. It WAS working, he told me it was. Now he has backpedaled, and he is fence sitting.

Why does this feel harder than him actually wanting to leave?

Me 47 H 49 S18 S15
M 21
BD #1 11/09/15 ILYBNILY
I believe we are Piecing 1/2/16
Suspect EA/PA? 2/28/16
BD #2 "He tried, but needs passion." 2/28/16
Confirm PA 3/11/16, he's leaving in June
H leaves 5/7/16