Judy, I have nothing to add that hasn't been said, stay strong, you are not going to get an answer from H that can justify this. Because there is no acceptable answer.
I like Vanilla's suggestion of writing your autobiography. I would love to read that.
I hope you are having a good day and finding some peace. I am busy today shuttling kids back and forth and have a brisket in the crockpot that is making my house smell amazing. Except for my ocd vegetarian daughter who is making nonstop comments about the dead animal smell and gagging noises and trying to ruin the yumminess. Are you ready for Christmas? Where do you think we will all be this time next year? I think 2016 will be a big turning point for a lot of us. Definitely for you.
