LBH w/ a WXW after the D - now what

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Well.....I guess I'm no longer a LBH w/ a WW trying to save a marriage.

I'm not sure what I am. I guess I'm a LBXH with a WXW who still lives in the house.

Now what? I've been fighting for this M for so long I'm not sure where I go from here. I'm not sure what I do. I know I keep being the best father and man I can be but I've put so much energy into saving this M that now I feel a big gap in my life. Overall it was an unhealthy space but it's a gap regardless.