dday, getting out of the muck

[dday]

Thanks az. Friendly, yes... friends no. And as to her watching me, I honestly didn't think about it at the time. I did later on for whatever reason. W overheard the basketball league stuff when she walked up behind me.

I guess I picked that damned rope up again a bit, didn't I. I do still wonder if what I do will impact our chance of r. I know that if I do what is in line with my values, then I have nothing to worry about. It is the impulsiveness, knee-jerk reactions, etc that will hinder any future chance of r.

But, as I told her, that is up to her to come find me. She knows where I stand in all of this.