LBH w/ a WW trying to save my M (6)

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otw,
There probably isn't much use trying to guess what they mean. Their thoughts are all over the place. I'd like to believe she knows she made a mistake but after the D was finalized does it really matter. I guess maybe it does. She has told me many times that she sees us getting back together. I don't know if I'll allow that. What I do know is that today I'm struggling. I just want to take a sleepy time aid and climb back into bed.

what am I thankful for? great question and great train of thought. I am thankful for D4, SS12 and SS14. I am thankful for God's promises and who He is, the love and support of my family and friends, job, house, truck, health, fresh starts, forgiveness.

Just listing these things does help. Got to fight this funk