Thanks Fogg. I hear where you are coming from friend. Growing and learning is most definitely the upshot of this. When I start to think how tough it's getting I think back to my Mother who had 4 of while on her own (my Dad died when I was very young) and she managed and she didn't heave nearly the same resources I have. She's still going strong now.

As for thinking about my sitch. Yea, I still have that desire to have the 'why' convo. To go over everything in minute detail. How it happened so fast and how I had no clue etc but the reality is it won't help nor give me any satisfaction. So I try not to think in those terms. It's just business with her now.

Me:43 Her:42
M:14
S:9
EA started 2014/03 (or there abouts)
PA started 2014/05/30
BD:2014/11/05
I left 2015/10/01
I returned 2015/05/02
She left 2015/06/10
OM still on the go.