ILYNILWY and it's done? Gift of 1 month

[Butterc]

Feel free to skip this one.
Just lost it. My fears of being destitute and homeless. I texted WAH because he has all control right now. He called back saying he is sorry and doesn't want me to stress. Joint account low balance, he has loads in his new one.
So much for telling myself I deserved the Chanel.
I'm just venting my little pity party here. I acknowledged he has kept his word R/T finances and was able to apologize for my tirade as he had almost arrived at his very difficult job.
From meditative yoga teacher " I love me. I love me"

Instead of a rollercoaster I am on one of those spin rides today. Can you say flight of ideas, lol

Looking for the positive...deep breath.