ILYNILWY and it's done? Gift of 1 month

[Butterc]

Can't sleep. WH came over for Xmas yesterday. I was undecided about accepting any gifts from him. But earlier, I had gone shopping for myself and bought the handbag I wanted. I had warned him to expect a high credit card statement.
I opened it in front of him. He seemed happy for me. This is a case of me loving myself more. My milestone birthday was 6 months ago. I needn't have worried. He's continued to buy toys for himself. His year end bonus was more than before and it's just money to him.
He also treated himself to "our" favorite 5* restaurant with "some people", didn't elaborate on who with. ( I had inquired about charges to the credit card.) He pays for everything in the house. He wants us to stay here until D graduates.
Hug goodbye, Merry Christmas.
Upon suggestions from friends, I kept it classy. Even though I'm aching inside, I acted as-if, PMA.
I can hold my head up, smile, and enjoy the Chanel.I'm still committed to M. I didn't make Christmas awkward for D.
I'm happy I won't be sitting here all Christmas break, reliving how last night's events were so similar to years past. Creating new memories with D, as well as keeping traditions for her.