[BrightFuture]

Thanks, job. I decided to go. My friends called me this morning to confirm and they were very excited to hear that I’m coming. Yes, I’m absolutely intending to be myself and have fun.

The only thing I’m trying so hard to avoid is to have my hopes up again. I don’t have any expectations. I go there, we have dinner, we talk with everybody, and I leave. But… on the back of my mind there are some thoughts… I’m kind of curious what’s changed, so H doesn’t mind to be in my company. He might change his mind and not show up, it is always a possibility. But… I doubt it. I think he will be there for dinner.