Feyth, I guess you can change the name of your next thread from "zero steps forward" to "A giant leap forward." You are doing awesome. I would love to see you post more! I love how you wrote that not one day was wasted. I had a big "slump" in November, for almost 3 weeks, and although I was depressed and crying and not getting out much, I felt that it was a necessary break and time for introspection. I honestly think we can use our down days for good, and as we all know the longer we DB there are less of those.
Thank you for your posts, thank you for sharing your story, this is a safe place especially for introverts!