PP I have often felt that endings and beginnings have similar feelings, there is the mix of excitement and rush but the sadness and trepidation of leaving things behind or letting go. I learning that holding to tight to either the past or the future makes transition between then - I guess the transition place is the now - less comfortable. You have made that transition look a lot less scary and slightly more attractive for me.
PP have done a amazing work in your time here, presented your humanity with great integrity and vulnerability. This was a lovely post to read. You have an ability to simplify DBing concepts for new comers in such a way that is so very kind but on point, empathic but real. I did not realise this was an anniversary time for you. I know that you will take care of you because you know how. Please know you will be very much in my thoughts this week and of this week ending.