Calm around my house, happy to say. I've just woken up from a 2 day sleep that still has me in shock! Who does that?!? I guess I do, now. I think I've just dealt with so much, and was so exhausted, my body just said, "enough"! Literally took control right out of my hands.
I'm going to work on my 3 lists tomorrow. I'm determined to make myself into the absolute best version of me I can. I am full of self-hatred right now, based on mistakes I've made, and things H has said I did to drive him away. I never want to go through this again as long as I live.
I know not to put too much weight into what a WAS spouts, but I'm honest enough to admit there is some truth to be found in some of his statements. I can do better. I really, really want to.
