Hello, dear Jelly! I'm just checking in to see how you're doing. You sound a bit more upbeat than you did earlier. I'm really having a struggle myself lately - there is so much about me I'm longing to fix, I don't even know where to begin! How does one prioritize where to begin when contemplating the repair of a hot mess, which describes me perfectly at this time.

You seem to be moving onward and upward, and I kind of feel like I'm stuck in place. How to get out of this ditch I'm currently stuck in? I talked with you about the importance of losing weight, yes I've changed not one thing. I almost feel frozen by the sheer number of things about myself I would dearly love to change!

Did you ever suffer a similar feeling? If so, where did you start? Do you have any insight for me?


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti