W has all sorts of conflicting feeling for her Father.

Guilt, regret, hate and love are just four.

The pain she is feeling inside is tangible she says she can feel it inside her stomach, an aching aching pain. All yesterday she was fighting to control her emotions, it was bubbling under the surface.

Why did she go out and get so so drunk and so so late? She can be so destructive.

Why did she exchange phone numbers! If she hadn't of done that, we might have had a small fight because it was 5:30 am and I was worried about her, but then gone to bed and this cluster F@ck would not have happened.

Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16