Wow. Hope your body is rested after 2 nights, even if you don't feel like it.
Maybe you could write the letter but not send it?
At this point in time, your H doesn't sound like he's gong to give you the answers that you need.
There are so many whys I want to ask the X but I know I will just have to accept the fact that closure, like forgiveness, is something that only I can give myself.
You can call me Dory/ Grl.
As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"
It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.
