I think the damage is done - she will remember most if not all of it as she was more or less sober by the time she went to bed. In fact she still wanted to talk at 8:30am! She had no sleep for 26 hours and poor sleep for the last few weeks.
What she did with the taxi driver was out of line. But I over reacted - I cant believe she hit me.I was angry and shouty but I didnt threaten her.
I think she feels the trust is gone - i dont trust her with other men and she doesnt trust me to support her at the most painful time of her life.
She is also particularly upset that the kids heard a lot from outside the door. We both reassured them as they had gone downstairs and said sorry to them. It was funny as S8 has counted one F word from me and 24 from W!
I am trying to be the rock in her hour of need but she pushes me away - no one else knows about the child abuse W suffered except her friend who she told last night.
She says she isn't pushing me away as she has told me everything.
I guess I feel physically pushed away. I just want to hug her and love her.
Time is the greatest healer - W is running out of time with her Father and I am running out of time with my MR.
Last edited by isittoolate; 12/20/1510:30 AM.
Me49 W45 T15 M13 S11 S8 BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12 Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12 W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing! May-Oct14 drifting Dec 14 W agrees to more QT BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY W filed 1/25/16
