In The Arena II

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Hi there Jelly - I'm sorry that I disappeared again. (I've written and deleted at least 10 responses to you since your last thread, but never seem to be able to find the right words - as usual)

I wish this was all easier for you - it sounds like you have taken on so much in your life that there has not been much time to become you - at least the you that you want. Has being swamped in practical matters (and many of those that were beyond what you should have had to handle) stopped you from having the freedom to become comfortable with you? I hope through this that you find that balance of being able to care for yourself as much as you care about others.

So here's my take on appearances for as little as it's worth - but I'm sure that I'm not alone in this. There's beauty in so many things Jelly. a smile, a friendly glance, a warm touch, confidence, intelligence, decency, trustworthiness, a great laugh with an uncontrolled snort at the end that fuels more laughter - there are way too many things to list that are attractive. You can't see most of those things, but believe me when I meet someone, I know there's something drawing me in. I can tell you are beautiful just by the way you care for people here and how you speak (write).

Beauty cannot be defined in one way - and it is not fair to try and do that.

Just wanted to pop in and say hi and give you a hug.
Take care Jelly

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