You should get a prize for the member asking the same question in different and original ways.
You should also get another one for ignoring the most advice given here.
Finally you should get another one as the member who most tries to kick start a zombie marriage.
When will you realize your R cannot be saved with your current actions even if you hired a Jedi.
You are intelligent but weak and until you realise that real change starts with actions and only with you ..... You will never live happily with or without her.
