Hi Mutatio - I am doing well today. I am starting to get excited about the trip and trying to focus on that and finishing shopping for Christmas. But H keeps texting asking what I want for Christmas and when I want to use cottage ( I told him already - he deleted text so doesn't remember I don't want to answer him - I haven't told him we will not be here for Christmas. I guess I am doubting my decision to be gone over Christmas. I have mixed feelings. He broke our family but I want to keep it together
