You worded those states of peace I experience well... as moments of clarity. I feel good at those times and wish they lasted longer.
I had been detaching until he brought up reconciliation. Now I feel hooked and pulled back in as well. Hope made things more difficult for me.
JulieH, I am trying to find your thread to read about your sitch, but I cannot find it. You seem to post a lot on everyone else's thread but I can't seem to find yours... can you share a link to it?
Me: 39 W: 36 M: 8 yrs T: 10 yrs S: 7 W started coming out with the truth: 9/26/15 W finished coming out with the truth: 11/12/15 W started sleeping in guest BR: 11/13/2015