dday, getting out of the muck

[dday]

I have had a tougher time with s4 this morning. He asked me why I won't come home, and in his mind it is my fault. According to him, W said that I can come home anytime I want. Where would he get that idea? He told me that I need to talk to mommy about it.

A few minutes ago, while playing Playstation, he stops and says that the most important thing in life is having family. I said, you are right buddy. I asked him if he ever talks to W and he said no. I don't think they feel safe talking to her anymore. Whenever they did talk, she blamed it on me.

Yuck