Woke up today feeling better. Brought it pretty hard this morning at the gym, while being careful not to over-exert myself.

The wife texted me last night asking if I was working from home today. I said no, and I thought her dad was asking to see if I could cover some home care stuff for him so he can go to work early. She said no she was asking. It is so hard for me to not think the worst. I am trying to think that maybe she has today off and wants to see our cats that she hasn't seen in 3 weeks, get some laundry and personal items, etc. The other part of my mind thinks she moving all of her stuff out. I am having a hard time with these thoughts in my head.


Me:34
W:33
R: 15 years
M: 7 years
W moved out: 11/21/15
BD: 11/20/15 - ILYBINILWY, PA once
LRT: 12/14/15