Tonight I went to IC- it's helping me to continue to move forward and slowly accept that this is not all my fault. Upon bd, I took this all on myself as if it was 100% my doing. It so is not all my fault and I need that reminder every now and again. Then, I spent the evening buying and wrapping gifts for a family that me and my colleagues adopted for Christmas. It feels great being able to help someone and their family have the best Christmas ever! I went overboard on Star Wars stuff for the young boys . I wish I could be there when they open all their gifts!
Lastly, I was feeling sassy so I bought a box of hair dye and switched up my look a bit.... I needed a little oomph! Feyth is a-changin!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
. I wish I could be there when they open all their gifts! 