Rough day today. Too many people pulling at me. My son wanted help getting his snow tires. My daughter forgot to put time on her phone and wanted me to find her ID for the course she is taking. My BFF needed me to drive her husband to get her Christmas tree, my son's girlfriend picked up an extra shift and wanted me to babysit tomorrow morning. Got my washer and dryer, but can't hook it up because the water intake hose is seized on, need a plumber to come and fix it(tomorrow at 8 am).
I'm tired! All I can think of is being in my H's arms and feeling better, but he's not here. I get no emotional support from him. This [censored]!!!
Oh and the icing on the cake....my free consultation at a lawyer for the separation agreement cost $135 and the minimum charge for a simple separation agreement costs $1200. I really should go back to school and become a lawyer!!! That is insane. I'm going to do it myself! I will not pay that amount of money for something that takes less than an hour to do. Seriously going to look at some paralegal courses. I represented myself with the father of my kids for child support hearings and did my divorce on my own as well.
Bought a bottle of wine. I know I shouldn't, but I really want to. I start my anti-depressants tomorrow and then I really can't.
Oh joy....my H is going to his new jobs Christmas dinner tonight. He told me that no spouses were allowed. Grumble!!!!
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
