It's sooo hard to show the love of Christ, and care about a person, who doesn't care about you, and tells you that.
My heart hurts with you trumpet! You're definitely not the first person to try reconciliation to soon (guilty as charged), or the 1st person to feel lonely during DB, but we're all here for you.
Also, please listen to tl2 and go back to DB 101. The space she desires is the space you need to detach and work on yourself. I'm not sure how to do it, but stay committed and cordial, without being needy or expecting anything. When you figure out how to do that, please let me know....
Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12; S10 and S6 BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015 EA dissolved 12/2016
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou