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[vise82]

Hey Fogg,

This phone thing has little affect on me right now. I give it little weight. But it is worth mentioning. Its not putting me on a roller coaster. Her texting in front of me does get me going. I don't know who she is texting and she doesn't tell me all the time. The ding that a text sends out goes strait to my anger response that I keep to myself.

This morning she received a text at 6:00am and she read it then told me it was her brother. I didn't ask about it, she just knew it was unusual to get a text that early. Its when she says nothing about the text it bothers me. I try to block it out. Her getting texts doesn't happen much anymore now.