Striving to keep the peace within

[mleigh4]

Bright, BINGO! The feelings of not being protected or cared about, it's an issue I have had all my life. I felt it with H for a while, then it slowly faded....not sure if it was me or him.

I hear you too, it's confusing to want him to be a part of our life, and then turn my back when he wants to be...I guess I just want that for the right reasons. Am I short changing us? IDK....I will keep listening inside and continue to do what feels right. It's all we can really do.

Thank you Bright and everyone for helping me talk this out. If H comes forward again asking to join,....ugh....not sure. I will see how it goes, see what happens. I am just going to keep moving on.