Wayward Wife, my addiction, advice needed

[trumpet]

Yeah, my comments that the IC said I should use (say I love you, tell her I'm not going anywhere) completely backfired.

She's doesn't want to talk to me, and she's mentioning divorce again.

I'm so lonely. She wants the old happy Trumpet, she has said so, but I'm just not there if there is no reciprocation. I have the urge to move out. I have the urge to take a vacation and just leave it all behind.

Thanks tl2, I needed that.

I do think she isn't talking or texting OM - she has no 'tools in her belt' to talk about her feelings - she just says she's not where I'm at, she doesn't want to talk about the R at all, and that her goal is to just be friends.

We have broken off marriage counseling - every day we had it she would be upset, and it seemed like the sessions were going nowhere - she continues to say she wants to take it 'day by day', and that's all she has for me. No love, no caring, no asking about my day.

It's sooo hard to show the love of Christ, and care about a person, who doesn't care about you, and tells you that.