Glad to hear you will spend sometime with SS. I feel sorry for this child. I always feel very sorry when I child needs to endure all their parent's nightmares. Hope he has some fun time with you.
The D seems sometime like just a piece of paper, but some other times, at least for me, it is the end of sometime dear for me. The fact that M has value for me, makes me think that once was a reason for so much excitement, now it is resumed in a piece of paper.
Time is a friend in many ways. After the D is done, comes some peace inside that at least it is resolved. The agony is out of the every day life.
That after signing a piece of paper people are done for good. Some may be and some will rethink their choices. The fact is that it doesn't need to be the end. Some people go around just to find out that what they had was the right fit all along.
Pamper yourself during this time. I am very happy knowing that you are always interacting with other people, learning and growing every day. You are all what RD said and more.
You will be happier again, life may be changing lanes for now, but it will show you a path for more accomplishments.
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. Take care beautiful. (((((((Toots)))))))