Well, I hope it helps if you feel you must subject yourself to my horrid past.
The truth is, if it's terrifyingly close... it's probably a real problem. I'm sorry! However, I can safely say that although it's an addiction, I now have built enough triggers in my processes to avoid heading down that path.
Let me know if you have anything to share with me, because I'm not cured...
Take care!
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."