Wife checked out

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Went to IC this morning, she tells me I am doing well for the situation we are in. She is glad to see that I am keeping up with the kids and changing my thinking back toward myself. I told her about my travels and all of the things I did out in the world this past week. We discussed the interaction between me and W the day I was leaving for my trip. The night before I left W said she might sleep with another man that night and she left. The next morning she showed up at the house as I was loading up my camping stuff and was kinda following me around and looking anxious, she finally said hey I feel obligated to tell you that my date stood me up and I just had dinner with my girlfriend. She said she was too embarrassed to say anything the night before. I said how is your friend and it would have been nice if you could have taken the kids last night so I could've got going yesterday. Then I said (stupid) so what does this mean, six more weeks of winter? She looked very confused for a moment then said we could talk about it later. She took the kids and I left to go camping. IC thinks she is trying to see what reaction I would have. I tried to keep it calm and go about my business.

IC asked me how I dealt with her telling me she was going to be with another man and why would W tell you that. I think W is being open and honest now because she knows I would figure it out anyway and is trying to get me to have resentment toward her so she can feel better about what she is doing. IDK anymore and I'm beginning to not care about what she is doing or trying to do. Something tells me she is starting to see what it is going to be like out there and is trying to work it out her way. I am just going to let it play out for awhile and back off.