Rain thanks for stopping in and i guess you are right and i will explain.
Little update So past few days still have had way too much thinking. Had the kids and we were all good. I have been contemplating the whole xmas thing and if i am seeing any signals from her.
Something finally came out of my D7 mouth last night that i was curious when it would. She said to me, that she should have asked santa for her family to be back together. That hurt me really bad. I dont know if she says these things in front of W or not. This morning as they were speaking to W on the phone, D7 said the cat missed her then her and S4 both said they missed everybody and the family. W quickly changed the subject.
Had S4 preschool holiday program this morning. I saved W a seat. We spoke a bit, was a little awkward. Finally she said to me what the plans were for xmas. I asked her what was she thinking. She said she was trying to sort it out. Finally i just came out and told her that i believe for the kids we should possibly try to do the xmas morning together. SHe did agree. We have to work out the details, but I was shocked.
I am trying not to go to overboard with the thinking but I am looking forward to the opportunity of being the new me around her.
Anyway, will update more later.
M 37 W 34
T 12 M 8 D 7 S 4
Need break 4/12/15 W no ring 7/7/15
Separate room 4/12/15 Separate living suggested 8/15 W moved out 11/1/15
