I really hope you can work through this. There are still some issues that need to be resolved in your life and as Bets points out - who is running the show? Are you still seeing a C? they can really help you in sorting out feelings and issues. I highly recommend it. I thinks its always best to work out these issues BEFORE getting married or moving in together but better to get open and honest about it now than never. Because we all know it festers. We've all been there. And I wish you the best in dealing with the difficult stuff.
