I admit that I haven't stopped WANTING to contact H for one single day since BD, but I have had no contact for an entire 4 weeks now. HARDEST THING EVER! It does seem to get harder the closer Christmas gets. I am trying so hard to stay strong and stay course though.

My H also has significant issues to deal with and only seems to want to avoid them by throwing me away and moving on with an OW. He has never tried to fix anything about himself though so why start now?!

Hugs to you Becky, I hope you're having a great day!

M:45 H:48
M:11
No kids
BD:Sept'15
EA:Confirmed 1wk later
PA: Oct'15
12 '15 2 wk R
Just kidding, H wants NC
12 '15 H back w/OW
4 '15 R &still working on it