Dealing with the holidays 2

[beckyb]

Help keep me on track. Seeing Christmas all around is making me very nostalgic and emotional...and making me want to contact H. Knowing the OW has not moved in and is probably several states away is making it worse. Contact is a bad idea.

I am increasing my personal interaction a little but I have to be very cautious. This past weekend was on the verge of too much personal so I need to stick to NC for a little while.

I also need to remind myself of the true picture of H and our issues. He has significant issues that he not dealing with so why do I want to talk to him anyway?