hi r man - thanks so much, i really needed this boost. it has been a tough afternoon here, and the temptation to pack it all in has been there a few times. i just need to meditate, refocus, reconnect with all the good people here and continue dbing. i just wish i knew why H is doing this - he says there is no future in it, he knows it hurts me but ....
back to getting a life and getting mysterious. we went out last night with a work colleague of mine, who is an amazing guy, and on the way home, H asked me if i had many 'impressive men' like that in my work circle. he's never put it quite that way, so i think i'll switch gears for a couple of weeks and see how things go.
