Is there not a story of a mouse who tames a Lion Ancaire? I remember vaguely from childhood.
You may feel timid, and scared and I am assuming small. But you are only that today because you are feeling vulnerable and powerless over your sitch.
As you said one thing at a time, what can you influence? what do you have control over? You and I, we share this journey of vulnerability. It is one planned task at a time.
Who are you? You are a woman who manages a heart problem You are the mother of beautiful children - whom you have raised to be worried about their mum. You are the grandmother to a beautiful new grand-daughter You are a woman who when able offers light and love to others in great pain You are a woman who has an lust for life and the future. You are................. whoever you say who you are and it may change tomorrow.
So today you feel like a timid mouse, potentially tomorrow you are the Lion.
Hang in there Ancaire. You are more powerful than you know. You just need to readjust your Sparkle.
I am walking beside you because I feel small and alone too.