Mona - I really don't have Plan B yet. Part of the problem is I'm still gasping for air most days. I need to get some resolution on what is going on with my heart, first. It's frustrating, because I know I need to be working on a plan, but I don't know what I will be able to do.
I do need to go file for Social Security, as much as I hate it. It takes forever to go through, and if the damage to my heart this time is so bad that I will never be able to work more than part-time, I'll need the supplemental help.
I am kind of slipping back down the rubbish heap. I'm glad I've got you here to motivate me into moving back up..get out of that pit! My adult children are giving me some trouble. They're ready for me to move on, stop being sad, do something...I would love to. I can't breathe!
People really don't understand. I have no money - I can't move. I don't have my car - H won't get it out of the shop. My L is trying, but emer hearing isn't until Jan 6. It's so hard not to get depressed. I'm fighting it, promise.
Who am I? This weak, scared, timid little mouse? I don't know myself these days.
