Feeling Numb

[Elly4]

Hi PP! Well, let's start with my H. He's been a Jeckyl and Hyde for the last few months. There are days where he basically ignores me and other days where he asks me to go out and eat with him. We've laughed more, and he has opened up a little more about what's going on with him, or his inability to understand. I think it's good that he's willing to talk. After each talk though, he retreats again. I am learning to just give him his space. I used to try repeatedly to find out what was wrong as I always thought it was my fault. (Co-dependent stuff). Now I say hi and do my own thing.

I haven't been doing a great job taking care of myself, but I'm surviving. Mostly not getting the sleep, talking on here, and eating junk, although I'm still losing weight. I'm noticing that my body is more toned due to my increased activity.

How's that for an update?

*Hugs*
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