Thanks for your words. You all have really helped me.
I have been a little better today, well after the morning anyway. And yes i have one family member that I can ask once in a while to watch them. I haven't so far though to avoid the "but why cant X stay with them" scenario.
Also a few posts ago you asked me if my Mr is also Latino. Yes he is. And you are correct we really do have hot blood running through us
From your lips to Gods ears. It's my desire for the A to be the reason we work on ourselves and start a better and stronger R instead of being the reason for our end.
(((((())))) to you too. gracias
Rain (moi): 40 Ex Fiance: 39 3 kids On/off again EA & PA Last BD by ow 12/15 Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15