She is deleting most of them (I assume) and there is usually just 1 or 2 when I look, which is not all that often. I'm looking to see if her actions align with what's happening in her phone. So far, not so much. And yes, I save screenshots. At the very least it helps when I don't feel I'm making any progress to look back and realize she had feelings for the om just a month ago. Sure, I think I've been db'ing for 4 months, but she was a little too wrapped up in her ea to notice. It helps a little that I almost never go back and look at the texts. I know it hurts when I look.

Today she saw something funny at work and texted me about it. I sent a couple jokes and continued on my day. She used to love my humor, but I haven't really been feeling all that jokey for the past few years. It probably was a bad idea, but I wanted to show her I was getting back to the person she fell in love with. Probably pathetic, but I am what I am.

As for the tour, I think it'd be awesome, fun, and more than a little terrifying. How many chords do you know? I might have to work hard to catch up. But I Coolidge could use the extra motivation

Me-38 W-38; T-15 M-12;
S10 and S6
BD - July 2016; EA confirmed; confronted Aug 2015
EA dissolved 12/2016

Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option - Maya Angelou