I really don't want to reply until I have advice on which way to go.

But if I don't reply at all it's "more of the same" in his eyes of me not being loving when I am hurt.

Rain (moi): 40
Ex Fiance: 39
3 kids
On/off again EA & PA
Last BD by ow 12/15
Moved kids and myself back into our own place: 12/15