Want to be here for you as you were there for me during the final D. It seems we are going through the process and it is just a date but it was not for me.
That day was filled with excruciating pain and the days that followed that were with so much of many feelings altogether and they drove me to the ground.
It took me a little over a month to just get my head out of the water.
So, I want to be here, it is a painful time and I am glad that you are surrounding yourself with friends and activities. I will help you.
Is not that funny that we hear over and over about these many stories of someone living and then coming back. For some it are months and some it take years, but there are surprising lot of stories of the WAS coming back with their tale between the legs asking for an old piece of bread.
Sometimes I even wonder what happen on their brains and they have this kind of MLC effect. And why other people like us can go through life without losing it.
I can only get to a conclusion on my own sometimes, that the people that get this MLC effect in some dimension they lose it, it is because they are weak in their core. A combination of many values and feelings that make them weak to stand up at the difficult times and endure the pain trying to solve the problem. So they escape.
Well, in my analogy we are the great ones. Ha Ha. I actually have fun with this. "Pink Sam, the daughter of the moon, have it all figured out and is ready for the next war, she holds the power of understanding it all now." Kkkkkkk.
Sorry, just joking a little, have been feeling better these days and I like to be silly sometimes.
Hope you are enjoying life beautiful, and I won't disappear on you.
