AP. I'm running out of ways to explain this buddy !!!! Tomorrow is a new day a some people will not get to see the end of it. It's really sad but it's the way it is This time tomorrow you won't have moved 0.0001 % forward because you won't start.
Your damaging relationships with your kids. Do you speak to your S about this ?? If you do , stop other than to hear their concerns and be there for them.
I've been on and on at you to STFU and now you need to STFU to yourself Stop saying there is nothing you can do because that's cr@p.
Stop the pity party and move forward. We all have it tough and we all struggle with our own particular sitchs
Only one person can make your sitch better and it's you.
I truly feel your pain and want you to get through this but unless you do something about it you will be stuck forever.
