Was out of your thread for awhile and find a BF in the game now? It's great or at least as my besties say: Some hugs and kisses do not hurt and make you feel good.
I guess as girls we need to start talking about the new lingerie and not only about the boots, well heels can go well with some Victoria Secret too. LOL
Love you talking about the horses, I grow up on a farm, had my own female black horse and still miss those days among the animals. The horses give so much in an emotional sense, they are really wonderful creatures.
I am amazed that you are still dealing with L and resolving issues with XH2. He is definitely a hard core human being.
About the gossips, it is always the same way everywhere, people enjoy the drama and is not very accepting on the fact that someone is strong enough to take reality the way it is and stand up against the odds. It is always a reason to talk about. I guess it is just a let go situation. Or for some Go to Hell situation.
No one should have a say in other people lives unless their opinion is asked, but they do what they do.
One thing has been bugging me. I updated myself on your thread and read too many times that the feeling of being less, not enough, coming short, not good enough comes several times in your comments.
GG, what is that about? I understand we go through all this nightmare of someone degrading us. But you sound as a gold woman, you are an amazing strong person and yet there is a layer of such discomfort inside of you.
I also read you are seeing a IC, any chance you are working on that side of you. It is imperative to get those nasty feelings out of yourself because they may be a key for your next R.
Feeling inferiority will always set you up in the wrong direction once some situations emerge and your reaction is based on some old wounds.
Please, let me know why you feel this way yet. I understand your XH2 did a number for years in building that inside of you, but he is gone and those feelings should be addressed and understood by you in order to get a full life.
You are a very young lady, full of energy and beauty. Life has been punching you in a head and side ways but you are still standing. So, open up here about this aggravation, it is good to talk about and get to that sweet spot where you can see very clear that you are not what XH2 created.
There are still some demons to deal with and I would just love you face them now and feel better tomorrow.
But, as usual I would love to meet you personally, you seem to be a lot of fun, crazy spirit, and I love it. Thanks for stopping by my thread, as you saw even after the D, I am still dealing with some crap.
Maybe I need a BF like GG. Have been missing some affection, some real hugs and kisses.
Love and hugs beautiful, let us know about the lingerie.
