I have had a few good days lately. GAL activities were fantastic and I made plenty of good connections with people. Good fun times.
I went shopping the other day. It was the first time shopping that I didn't feel the misery I have carried for months since BD. Gift and grocery shopping during the holidays was putting me down for a while. Watching everyone in their Xmas sweaters and santa hats was making me depressed and lonely. Not this time. I don't know what has changed. I must be detaching like a champ.
I watched a couple at the store giggling and acting cutesy with themselves. Not long ago it would have caused my eyes to well up and I would have likely left the store empty handed and sad. I expected that to happen but instead watching them brought good memories of W before WW and how we used to do that while rummaging around the stores this time of year.
I find myself going over the good times we shared now. It makes me wonder if WW feels the same. Thinks the same. I know I know it does not should not matter. But you know what it makes me smile instead of frown. It makes me feel happy and not sad. I must be entering a new chapter . . .
