no doubt that wednesday was a better day than tuesday. the incredibly supportive compassion i found here, and the re-focusing on smaller expectations helped a lot
i started the day with an apology for being cranky the day before. H was understanding, and said that whatever the issues we will work through them, with love. we both went to work as normal, and met for lunch, we had a date with some friends - just light banter over pizza, it was fab. H even shared with them our decision to sell the flat - he has taken ownership of the decision - yeah
mid-afternoon, H called to invite me to dinner with some work colleagues. this is a first, usually when hanging out with work folks, H has not included me. he even said after dinner that they were 'dead impressed' with me - i guess switching off half my brain, and being nice, does make life simpler
after dinner, we just went home, curled up on the sofa and watched a movie. very provincial, but nice. turned in early seems like things are back on to some sort of an even keel. there are several gremlins lurking around in my head and heart, but i'm keeping them out of sight for a while. plan to enjoy this long weekend, and deal with them next week, IF i really have to.
thanks again, guys, for listening to me ramble on. have a great easter. hugs, slowly
