It's good that you aren't alone. It's also good that you can see that your H isn't who you thought him to be... at least for now. That aids in detaching, or it does for me. He's probably gonna test your boundaries some more. Be strong! Get your rest and take care of yourself. Live, don't just exist (talking to myself too).
You are some one only a fool would leave. Hope you have a great day!
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....