Well...I keep my bedroom door locked - good there.

My boys are always here at night - good there.

Criminal scuzzy is still trying to lure H - I doubt he has any clue about her past yet.

I am being as safe as I can. When my L contacted his L to demand he stop his behavior at once, I could tell she was also building her argument to the judge. He's been playing on my fears quite well, and she was very reassuring. I really like her. She's calm, steady, and she really cares.

I have not heard a peep out of H. I really know most of this started because I'm not bending to his pressure, but also because I hurt his feelings this morning when I thought it was my son at my door, and when I opened it and saw it was H, I didn't conceal my reaction of unhappiness to see him.

He's not used to it at all. I don't care for who he is at all right now, and there was no good reason on earth to be in the house at 6 in the morning. I wasn't happy.

Got a good rest this afternoon - but I am still exhausted. Will catch up on a few more threads and go back to sleep!


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti